Why do I tend to self destruct sometimes. Knowingly I commit an act that brings me harm. Masochism. Obsession of being a masochist.
I'll give you an example. I was selected in the first round of Directi, a software company, for their internship program. And now that the second round is tomorrow, I purposely am not studying for that. I just don't feel like. I know that this is the best start I can get to get into software, the field that I so much wanna get into. But No. I'll self destruct. The End. And I can't explain why. The same reason was behind my under-average semester results.
Someone put some sense into me. Please.
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