day 7 - positivity experiment

So i couldn't write about the five things that made me happy for the other six days and only have been able to put myself into writing on the last day of the positivity experiment. It's kind of hard and irresponsible of me to be not able to do that, since I volunteered. But hey, I did notice the five points that made me happy. Sometimes there were only four, but I managed to filter out the five on other occasions.

So assuming that a day starts after 12 in the night, the first thing that made me happy was that I completed the novel 'breaking dawn'. I was into reading the four twilight books since a month and through scattered reading sessions, the novels seemed invincible. Last time it happened when i was on a similar mission to complete the seven books of harry potter. I used to have dreams and nightmares, all revolving around the novels, their charters and events. Its kind of psychic, I mean, we are into this reading business for quite a while and when in free time or even when we have other work to do, we just start reading as if we cant get enough. Its maniacal. But when you are finally done with the novel, there is a hell-of-a-sense-of-achievement. I felt the same and this made me happy. The novels were captivating no doubt, but a little girlie for a normal egoistic guy. But i am not really one of them, so i enjoyed them in earnest. But I had my 'yukk' moments too. No offense girls. haha

I slept late as a consequence and had not more than four hours of sleep before I got up at six. I was supposed to go for my CAT coaching classes. Today was the first day and commencement of my batch. The class was to start from 7:30 and go on till 9:30 and it took me usually an hour to reach CP. So i had half an hour to get ready and fly off for the metro. When i made it there finally a good 15minutes late, i was still huffing. The class was exceptionally quite and everyone seemed to be busy with some paper without even a teacher in class. 'Wow', i thought, first day and and they greet me with a test. sure sure. But as I delved deep into the paper, i realized, my brain was working exceptionally clear. I was able to solve many problems without much brainstorming or hair doodling. This mad me happy for the second time. Although I was felling sleep deprived and physically weak, my mind was racing.

When I got back home, I was all fucked with fever. My forehead burning, feeling cold, my eyes disoriented and I was happy i didn't go unconscious in the metro. huh. I had a good bed rest after some medication. And all that time, i dreamt of vampires and werevolves. huh. silly, how ficton can conquer the unconscious mind so easily.

So not many donuts for me today, only two things made me happy!aarghh, this fever.